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playing ▷ au revoir by ℳalice ℳizer ıllı 1:26 ———•—————— 4:53
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| anime op jjba jjk kny black clover bb gk nge dr. stone mp100 fb naruto dn + |
| manga gokurakugai jshk kcc sma seaside stranger csm fire punch oyasumi punpun + |
| games resi gow pjsk gi hsr sf dangan lethal zzz rdr wuwa+ |
せめて夢の中だけは (ノへ￣、)
| artists slipknot malice mizer buck-tick deftones soad jiluka versailles ptv sws gulu gulu + lots more |
| f/os sanji op law op neuvillette gi alhaitham gi von lycaon zzz dan heng hsr leon resi boothill hsr |
♪(´▽｀)もっと ! あなたを抱きしめ眠りたいヽ♪(´▽｀)
| d/as usopp op hajime hinata sdr2 freminet gi kaveh gi cyno gi reki kyan sk8 yotasuke takahashi bp touya aoyagi pjsk kaedehara kazuha gi gorou gi itadori yuuji jjk thoma gi shuichi saihara drv3 KAITO vocaloid tim marble hornets shigeo kageyama mp100 |
| syns nico robin op neuvillette gi albedo gi kamisato ayaka gi ena shinonome pjsk yukine noragami yatora yaguchi bp diona gi kyo sohma fb shinji ikari nge yotasuke takahashi bp usopp op itadori yuuji jjk furina gi |
BYI! NOTES !!! ↺ please read
| disclaimer i may have bpd, avpd, nocd, ptsd, and autiadhd. please keep these in mind when interacting! thank you! always iwc. |
| important no, i am not diagnosed. only one psychiatrist session done and so far anxiety is a possibility. will update after future diagnoses are made, however i still do struggle, have done extensive research, and im putting these here so people know and to validate my experiences. please dont fakeclaim me or belittle my experiences |
♪出会った頃のあの日のままの♪
thanks for reading !🪨
極楽街 🦴... or whatevernote: recently prescribed prozac for intrusive thoughts and anxiety, crying sobbing sos
triggers + status notes ↺ please read
| triggers sudden loud noises (door slamming, stomping, throwing items, etc), angry tones in voices (especially yelling/raising voices and cursing angrily) even if not directed at me, mentions of addictions and overdosing, talk about family members being suicidal, trying to convince me to do things that im uncomfortable with, especially when it comes to confrontation. |
| split triggers calling me a chihuahua, pomeranian, or any other small dog, empty promises, cancelling plans, not finishing what youre saying (like, “nevermind” or “actually it doesnt matter”, etc), saying stuff like “i get it, i fucked up” or “i never should have said anything” to me, bragging abt anything, talking negatively abt my fp or interests, criticising my art (constructive or not) without my permission, making plans with me then making me wait or cancelling last minute, telling me you cant afford stuff when you buy wants over needs all the time (ex: buys games, decor, etc instead of toiletry, much needed clothes, food, etc), talking to me as if youre smarter than me (this could even be smth as small as game mechanics),,, and thats all i can currently think of. ill update when necessary. |
♪ ! (oﾟvﾟ)ノ ♪
♪ ! (oﾟvﾟ)ノ ♪
| dni do not interact - sometimes with exceptions |
| dniuc do not interact unless close - anyone i frequently talk to |
| dniug do not interact unless gently - just be nice im probably not okay |
| dniuiif do not interact unless i interact first |
| dniuaa do not interact at all - absolutely no exceptions |
| dniufp do not interact unless favourite person |
| dniuirl do not interact unless irl - people i know irl |
| iwc interact with caution - be aware i may split or breakdown |
| iwec interact with extreme caution - splitting, very upset |
| v = very (dniuvg, dniuvc) |